alone awake and thinking of

Thu, 14 May 2009 21:04:34 GMT

moving on

http://reslurrection.livejournal.com/

Tue, 12 May 2009 00:00:32 GMT

i love you but i guess it is not enough.

i get this sense of prediction

This feeling of loss.

This isn't what you or i need

but it is all i got.

as I walk my legs get longer

looking down as cities shrink away

the further i get the more i remember that

nothing matters

its all relative

everything is small and shifting (going gone)

but i love beauty and this is where it lives

and so i stay.

yesterday was spent drinking on a boat. it was fun. maybe i'll remember it forever.

(maybe i'll forget)

maybe memories are currency somewhere and i'll buy a kitten or a tortoise and give it a home, because this memory is worth more than others. i remember cleaning my room, too, and finding pieces of a necklace and that would be worth maybe a stick of gum.

and there are some that i would not sell at all. like this morning, and two days ago, and the hour i spent in that tree when edith came to find me and sat in my lap.

because i am the only one that remembers these things besides you, now, anonymous interentity, and i am the only one that cares.

Sat, 09 May 2009 07:48:26 GMT

I want to walk but my legs are tired.

why is this happening

I need to start pulling myself back in. My guts are all over the place, strung out like telephone wire. they broadcast my thoughts. feelings. secrets. it hurts the place behind my eyes and in the caverns of my chest.

sometimes I think that feeling I get where I am static or the world is shaking or my molecules are on strike is a part of you that got stuck.

jammed in my chest like glass shards.

I think those kill you when you pull them out.

-

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 04:45:47 GMT

Wake up and face me,
don't play dead, 'cause maybe
Someday, I will walk away and say;
You disappoint me,
Maybe you're better off this way.

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 01:10:30 GMT

Oh god. A New Year's resolution.

Uh.

I guess I'm going to try to be more outgoing.

Or do well in school.

Or something else really vague.

accuration!

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 03:29:42 GMT

Green Tea...
You are Green Tea!
Strong and very smart you prefer peace to violence
and very rarely take action if it involves
confrontation. But you make up for this with
your keen insight and understanding of the
world and people around you, you have a very
mysterious nature. Many people see you as laid
back and that may be true, but you are very
intelligent and make good decisions.

What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-}
brought to you by Quizilla

what the hell

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 18:13:41 GMT

I think it started out on a highway, and I was on a horse or in a car, on the side of the road. I got out to do something, and then came back to the car and there was someone there but somehow I got back in the car and then there was a cop and I was afraid he would think I was stealing it.

Then

For some reason I was by myself, somewhere, like a hotel. Then I was in a mcdonalds, but they didn't have prices or anything on the menu, and there were almost no non-beef things. The lady gave me a special menu with just chicken because I told her that was all I would eat. I think the cat was with me then, because I remember wanting to buy something for it to eat, too. I only had 20 dollars, and I wanted pizza but it was like 30.

I remember being somewhere with my parents, and I had a horse, but it disappeared somehow. We were in like a dude ranch or a camp thing, but there was some sort of threat. Then this old woman (or at least she had let a note) somehow gave me this kitten. It was orange and white and a girl.

Then my parents and I tried to steal the dude ranch horses (I think mine was a bay) and escape from something. But the horses wouldn't listen, and while we were trying to escape I kept almost losing the cat, but every time I would either just hold on to it or I would find it again.

Then I was with Lyssa and dennis, and we escaped by hitching a ride on this eagle, which was huge, and it managed to drop us somewhere near kerrville on the only soft patch of ground I saw, right next to a road. I remember thinking this was lucky. We were near like this small cabin (like a public restroom) and a bamboo stand. Then we were in the mazda, driving towards kerrville. I said something about how I would be more relieved to be home after this than after canada. Lyssa and Dennis acted surprised.

In kerrville (I remember seeing the stoplight and that YO thing or whatever right before you turn) we stopped a a shop somewhere, and I was with my mom again. We went into this aisle and this woman was holding up a bomb (but it was a tampon) and then suddenly the cat was a tampon, too and I set it off and knocked the woman down with the explosion, and then the cat was a giant red rubberfoam phone with white cotton growing off of it like a beard, and I was pulling it off, and then I said 'your name is One-y. Do you like it?' and from behind me a voice said 'I love it' and there was a girl there, with long blonde hair.

I was holding a kitchen knife, asking why I had it, and lyssa said she had hidden the car in the bamboo because she thought we might need it. I could feel myself waking up at this point, and in the dream I knew it, and I told lyssa about the cat, and how it had been with us the whole time, but now because I was waking up it had disappeared, and I missed it. Then I lifted my arm, and the cat was on the other side, looking at me.

though my mind's at peace the world's out of order

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 00:58:57 GMT

Ahahaha!

I don't think I'm going to get that theater thing done.

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 01:24:07 GMT

Yesterday was very fun. Today was not so much.

Monday I think I would like to eat alone, or relatively so. I wonder if they'd be okay with me dropping them off.

Because I can only take so much of this mindless banter, and I'm sick of not knowing. I don't see why I should feel guilty for things I am not sure I have done.

Today Psychology took a turn for the better, and theater a turn for the worse. I am 27th in my class, with a GPA of 3.4 and I don't know if I'll get in to UT or not. I mean, I said I would, but they'll hardly accept me simply because I said so.

I wish people would just speak their mind. I cannot respond to what you don't tell me.

my attention span

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 02:35:28 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Rianna
Birthday:	November the 14th
Birthplace:	Maryland
Current Location:	Bandera
Eye Color:	Blue
Hair Color:	Darkish brown
Height:	5'5"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right in all but pool
Your Heritage:	fuck this
The Shoes You Wore Today:
Your Weakness:
Your Fears:
Your Perfect Pizza:
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
Thoughts First Waking Up:
Your Best Physical Feature:
Your Bedtime:
Your Most Missed Memory:
Pepsi or Coke:
MacDonalds or Burger King:
Single or Group Dates:
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:
Chocolate or Vanilla:
Cappuccino or Coffee:
Do you Smoke:
Do you Swear:
Do you Sing:
Do you Shower Daily:
Have you Been in Love:
Do you want to go to College:
Do you want to get Married:
Do you belive in yourself:
Do you get Motion Sickness:
Do you think you are Attractive:
Are you a Health Freak:
Do you get along with your Parents:
Do you like Thunderstorms:
Do you play an Instrument:
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
In the past month have you Smoked:
In the past month have you been on Drugs:
In the past month have you gone on a Date:
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:
In the past month have you been on Stage:
In the past month have you been Dumped:
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:
Ever been Drunk:
Ever been called a Tease:
Ever been Beaten up:
Ever Shoplifted:
How do you want to Die:
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:
What country would you most like to Visit:
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:
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Short or Long Hair:
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Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own:
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Number of things in my Past I Regret:
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

I think this adequately expresses my feelings for the day.

best feeling in the world

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 02:30:10 GMT

Print?

Okay!

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 02:34:35 GMT

I should get away from the internet.

Emo begets emo.

this time it's just people I know in life

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 18:55:43 GMT

Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
1) If faerieofdivine and niko8778 were spliced together, what would be its name? faerieof8778
2) What exotic animal would diluted_by_fear like as a pet? a squirrel?
3) Do you think longhairedgnome is hot? like curry. (or is curry spicy?)
4) What rank would faerieofdivine have in a giant robot army? I don't think she would. I think she would revolt.
5) Where was faerieofdivine born? ...Texas?
6) Is diluted_by_fear an emo? Nah
7) If diluted_by_fear was a superhero, who would be his/her archnemesis? Jesus
8) What comic book character would longhairedgnome be? Spiderman
9) Would longhairedgnome and faerieofdivine look good together? I think so. She may be taller though. That sometimes looks odd.
10) If sabiru_bara commanded an army, who would be his/her followers? everyone. Especially me.
11) Is diluted_by_fear 1337? HELLS YEAH
12) Thoughts on diluted_by_fear? Yay!
13) Has longhairedgnome dyed their hair? Yes. But it isn't now.
14) Are hippiekat15 and sabiru_bara married? No...
15) Is pepsicatapult athletic? Not in the least.
16) Would faerieofdivine and pepsicatapult make a good couple? I don't know. I think in their case they need an opposite.
17) What would sabiru_bara do differently in your shoes? Be nicer and more awesome
18) What is faerieofdivine's favorite band/artist? I swear I know this. (but do I really?)
19) What do you disagree with diluted_by_fear about? Clothing. He's all into this 'I wear boy clothing' thing. What the hell.
20) Does faerieofdivine go to your school? Yes!
21) Does pepsicatapult drink? I hope so. Otherwise she dies.
22) Do you have a crush on niko8778? I did a few years ago.
23) Is longhairedgnome your best friend? Not really.
24) Has sabiru_bara been to your house/dorm? Yes.
25) Is alicor related to niko8778? No.
26) Would you ever date longhairedgnome? I have.
27) One thing you can't stand about diluted_by_fear? he's ALL THE WAY OVER THERE
28) Is faerieofdivine a college student? no
29) What animal does sabiru_bara remind you of? kitty
30) Are alicor and diluted_by_fear going steady? no.
31) If longhairedgnome had a superpower, what would it be? exploding lightbulbs
32) Did sabiru_bara break up with you? no
33) Does faerieofdivine do drugs? yes
34) longhairedgnome's eye color? brownish
35) If hippiekat15 and diluted_by_fear were spliced together, what would it be like? a hippy.
36) Does diluted_by_fear know sabiru_bara? yes!
37) What is diluted_by_fear's favorite game? uh...xenosaga?
38) Where did you first meet alicor? engrish class
39) Is diluted_by_fear introverted or extroverted? introvert
40) How would alicor kill longhairedgnome? nah
41) How long would diluted_by_fear dating sabiru_bara last? uh...til now?
42) What would alicor give pepsicatapult for his/her birthday? ...that would be odd
43) What song/movie would you recommend to sabiru_bara? The last Unicorn
44) Does pepsicatapult travel a lot? no?
45) Do niko8778 and pepsicatapult go to the same school? yes
46) What would you do if you found out diluted_by_fear has a crush on you? be surprised
47) Is pepsicatapult related to you? no
48) If alicor took over the world, who would be happy? her friends
49) Could you see sabiru_bara and niko8778 together? not really
50) How would niko8778 conquer the world? quickly and by surprise
51) Is sabiru_bara in a relationship? I think so?
52) Have you ever dated hippiekat15? no
53) What languages does pepsicatapult speak? english and poetry
54) What is hippiekat15's shoe size? probably 6 or something tiny
55) If pepsicatapult were hanging off a cliff, what would sabiru_bara do? save the hell out of her
56) What video game does faerieofdivine remind you of? She reminds me of paine from FFX-2
57) What would diluted_by_fear think of sabiru_bara? I think they like each other
58) Would you set up pepsicatapult and diluted_by_fear? no...
59) Which of your friends should sabiru_bara go out with? uh...I don't think she would like any of them that way
60) What animal should pepsicatapult be combined with? a turtle! Or a cat. cat people always look cool.
61) How long have you known longhairedgnome? mmm...a year and something?
62) What is pepsicatapult's biggest flaw? self deprecation
63) Where would longhairedgnome most like to visit? I think he'd like canada
64) What is sabiru_bara allergic to? milk (strange for a kitty)
65) What is sabiru_bara's favorite color? a kind of orange-yredish I think
66) What word best describes alicor? exotic
67) Is pepsicatapult a high school student? yes
68) Does sabiru_bara have a crush on faerieofdivine? no...
69) What is longhairedgnome's favorite food? ...uh...meat...
70) Where was pepsicatapult born? I don't know!
71) Is diluted_by_fear friends with hippiekat15? no
72) Would you wrestle longhairedgnome in jello? eh...I doubt it.
73) Is faerieofdivine single? yes?
74) If diluted_by_fear took over the world, who would suffer? stupid people
75) Would hippiekat15 be a better ninja or pirate? ninja
76) What mental disorder does sabiru_bara remind you of? insomnia
77) What would you do if sabiru_bara died? I don't even want to think of it
78) What planet should niko8778 be from? saturn
79) What do you agree with hippiekat15 about? food
80) Are alicor and longhairedgnome going out? no
81) One quality you find attractive in niko8778? not an idiot
82) How many monkeys could diluted_by_fear fight at once and win against? an entire monkey nation
83) What color should hippiekat15 dye their hair? redishbrown
84) Do you have hippiekat15's screenname? yes
85) Does hippiekat15 have a dog? no?
86) How tall is longhairedgnome? mmm...5'9" or less or more?
87) Is hippiekat15 a nerd? yes
88) If faerieofdivine and hippiekat15 were siamese twins, where would they be joined? the leg
89) Does diluted_by_fear smoke? no?
90) When did you last call pepsicatapult? I don't think I have
91) Is hippiekat15 popular? she is with me.
92) What is pepsicatapult's favorite movie? something anime?
93) Is pepsicatapult dead sexy? yes.
94) faerieofdivine's hair color? blackishred
95) Which president would alicor be likely to idolize? not this one
96) What flavor of jello would faerieofdivine be? poison
97) Would hippiekat15 go out with diluted_by_fear? no
98) Does sabiru_bara have a big secret? yes
99) Have you flirted with hippiekat15? no
100) Would you make out with pepsicatapult? eh. that might be weird

because there were too many things I couldn't answer last time.

The football game sucked, and we lost. I don't know if that really is bad or not, though.

And then on the way home John starts talking about aliens abducting the car and ghosts and stuff and so I was paranoid for the whole five minute drive from his house to mine. And then I slept.

And then I did nothing in theater. Nothing. The only thing I did do (glue my drawings of shirt to the paper) were completely optional. wtf.

art for once

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 02:51:00 GMT

I finally drew something I find meaningful.

but the scanner sucks so I'm not going to bother.

I just thought this was noteworthy.

(I have rediscovered nine inch nails)

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 23:24:49 GMT

Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
1) Would animate go out with animate? Uh...I assume he does all the time
2) Is longhairedgnome related to alicor? Not really.
3) Would you wrestle pukegreenshoes in jello? Yes. And I'd win.
4) What word best describes animate? red.
5) What video game does xinxchainsx remind you of? FF8
6) What do you disagree with pepsicatapult about? ...I can't think of anything
7) pukegreenshoes's hair color? I think it's black, now
8) What do you agree with infektion about? AFI
9) What comic book character would longhairedgnome be? Spiderman
10) What would you do if you found out bindusara has a crush on you? Be extremely surprised
11) Does animate have a big secret? I'm sure
12) Is fegie athletic? No.
13) How tall is faerieofdivine? Like 5'8"
14) If diluted_by_fear and hobbitgurl were spliced together, what would it be like? a diluted, jumpy hobbit
15) What is baladeur's favorite color? red?
16) What is pepsicatapult's biggest flaw? self deprecation
17) Is longhairedgnome related to you? No.
18) Does diluted_by_fear drink? I'm sure he must.
19) Could you see xinxchainsx and hippiekat15 together? No. I cannot see them through this internet.
20) One quality you find attractive in yesterdaylaughs? Intelligence
21) What is animate's favorite band/artist? Something completely different than mine. Like rap or something
22) How would bindusara conquer the world? with wang!
23) Are bindusara and infektion going out? Nooo
24) Would you set up animate and animate? No. WTF.
25) Would evangilist be a better ninja or pirate? Ninja.
26) Is niko8778 friends with hippiekat15? I think they've met.
27) Is baladeur your best friend? Not really.
28) What is vesperpoetry allergic to? sunlight
29) What is yesterdaylaughs's favorite movie? Howl's Castle or something?
30) What is xinxchainsx's favorite game? Final Fantasy something?
31) Is bindusara a high school student? No.
32) Does bindusara know xinxchainsx? I don't think so?
33) What languages does longhairedgnome speak? Mostly english.
34) Is animate introverted or extroverted? Extroverted, it seems.
35) Is pukegreenshoes a nerd? Yes.
36) Does animate smoke? ?
37) Are pepsicatapult and pukegreenshoes married? Nooo
38) Do you have alicor's screenname? Yes!
39) What would you do if longhairedgnome died? Wish I'd told him the story about Mrs. Houghton or whatever
40) Does thegraybook travel a lot? Yes?
41) Would alicor and vesperpoetry make a good couple? Uh...they'd make good friends
42) If baladeur took over the world, who would be happy? I would imagine everyone
43) What mental disorder does orisadil remind you of? paranoia
44) How long would pepsicatapult dating diluted_by_fear last? Wow. I dunno.
45) What is diluted_by_fear's shoe size? 11? 12?
46) Which of your friends should thegraybook go out with? She really shouldn't
47) What exotic animal would xinxchainsx like as a pet? a dragon
48) Is longhairedgnome a college student? no
49) Does vesperpoetry have a dog? ?
50) Where did you first meet longhairedgnome? band or something like it
51) What song/movie would you recommend to xinxchainsx? Princess mononoke.
52) Would faerieofdivine and xinxchainsx look good together? I don't know.
53) Have you ever dated hippiekat15? Not likely.
54) If bindusara and pukegreenshoes were spliced together, what would be its name? Bindushoes!
55) How many monkeys could infektion fight at once and win against? At least like 12.
56) One thing you can't stand about fegie? Far too hard on herself.
57) Does orisadil have a crush on baladeur? I doubt it.
58) Is hippiekat15 popular? Among the people I know.
59) Do longhairedgnome and animate go to the same school? Nope.
60) Is bindusara 1337? sure.
61) What animal should animate be combined with? kangaroo
62) Would you ever date bindusara? Probably not what with the not actually knowing him
63) Where was thegraybook born? I have no idea
64) What flavor of jello would xinxchainsx be? green
65) Is niko8778 single? no?
66) Do you have a crush on diluted_by_fear? That would make things awkward
67) If pukegreenshoes took over the world, who would suffer? No one! Maybe normal people.
68) Where was baladeur born? ?
69) If niko8778 were hanging off a cliff, what would hobbitgurl do? Save him
70) When did you last call evangilist? Never
71) What would pukegreenshoes think of faerieofdivine? interesssting
72) hippiekat15's eye color? brown/green/hazel
73) How would fegie kill alicor? stabbity death!
74) Thoughts on hippiekat15? Where is she?
75) What rank would infektion have in a giant robot army? Second leutenant
76) Do you think animate is hot? I can't remember seeing a picture of him
77) Which president would orisadil be likely to idolize? Not this one
78) What animal does evangilist remind you of? unicorn
79) What would faerieofdivine do differently in your shoes? everything
80) If diluted_by_fear was a superhero, who would be his/her archnemesis? Jesus
81) Has niko8778 dyed their hair? Not yet.
82) What color should diluted_by_fear dye their hair? purple!
83) If longhairedgnome commanded an army, who would be his/her followers? anyone that plays guitar and video games
84) Does diluted_by_fear go to your school? yes!
85) Where would fegie most like to visit? Middle Earth
86) Is faerieofdivine dead sexy? Hellyeah
87) Did hippiekat15 break up with you? No.
88) Is orisadil an emo? I don't think so.
89) If fegie and xinxchainsx were siamese twins, where would they be joined? The elbow
90) Would you make out with diluted_by_fear? Once again. Awkward.
91) What would niko8778 give hobbitgurl for his/her birthday? A thank you card for saving his life
92) What is yesterdaylaughs's favorite food? uh...I don't know
93) Have you flirted with longhairedgnome? Yes.
94) If animate had a superpower, what would it be? Heat vision
95) Are orisadil and animate going steady? no
96) How long have you known sabiru_bara? A few years
97) Is orisadil in a relationship? I dunno
98) What planet should vesperpoetry be from? venus!
99) Does pukegreenshoes do drugs? Alcohol
100) Has longhairedgnome been to your house/dorm? yes.

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 03:57:20 GMT

I was reading through old entries, and there was always a sort of awareness to my depression.

Have I lost it? Or has it just become so integrated I don't see it any more?

I don't know.

I don't know if I miss it or not.

(is it a good thing to be happy in high school?)

Today (and some others) in Photog:

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 01:29:03 GMT

I get the camera and Mrs. Young tells me there is film in it.

I sit down and open the back, exposing the film. Stupid.

Film is exposed so I pull it out and realize it was pretty short anyway, so I roll a new cartridge and put it in my bag.

Get home and try to load camera. Discover that I rolled film backwards and will not go in camera. Go into bathroom, turn off lights, pull it out and re-roll it, but figure film is screwed as was not completely dark.

Take random pictures of cats (so as not to waste good pictures on crap film).

Go to lunch and take random pictures. Notice that camera is not advancing, but still allowing me to take pictures.

Realize I forgot to tape film to cartridge, and thus I now have an empty cartridge and a roll of film around spool on other side.

Get to Photog, go into darkroom and open camera back. Take out film and (despite handicap of not being able to alter ends) roll it perfectly onto spool.

Notice with my fingers that it is upside down (matte side up instead of glossy).

Think: fuck it.

Wait for Kaitlin to roll hers, and begin process.

Pour in developer. Start clock.

About a minute later realize clock has only moved five seconds. Try to time it with watch, but now figure film is doubly-fucked as is overdeveloped.

Pour out developer, pour in stop. Kaitlin, reaching for paper towels, knocks stop over. Goes everywhere. We use the rest of paper towels.

I begin to smell tacos. Realize vent is not on. We figure we have brain damage.

Film comes out almost completely black (somehow managed to get something like trees in one or two frames), as expected.

Go to lunch with John. Drop pennies everywhere, then forget lunch as I walk out of store.

Luckily John was there and was able to help. Somehow I managed to drive without dying.

Yay mishaps!

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 00:00:20 GMT

So I'm learning the thai king's anthem.

Today was fun.

That is all.

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 21:51:58 GMT

I spent most of today trying to keep my essence from leaking out my nose.

The other forty minutes was spent trying to understand what the hell shearhart was going on about.

Oh!

And then in EM I made myself into a mermaid.

It isn't done, though.

hopefully you'll realize I'm being sarcastic

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 15:43:47 GMT

I saw Acayla's thing at the Cabaret. It was pretty cool, except the line-forgetting, and funny aswell. Then Lindsay, Nicole, and I walked around and looked at the shops and I got this cool necklace that is a piece of china (like china dishes) that had been cut to fit a little frame. It is black and it has a black rose embossed on it.

My soul is dark like it.

Also!

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 15:08:06 GMT

A projection of the school year so far:

Band = Kind of boring. But some of the people make it worth it.

History = Anything with Mrs. Roberts is awesome.

Photog = Sort of slow right now. Hopefully will pick up now that we got our cameras.

English = Probably my favorite right now. Shearhart is the best ever.

Electronic Media = If Bob would stop hitting on me like he's in the third grade (hitting poking invading space) it would be fun.

Anatomy = kind of easy so far? I doubt it will stay that way.

Psychology = like the most boring class in the world and it takes forever.

Theater Pro = kind of cool. But I don't get to talk to people because they're all in the play, and I am stage so I am just sitting around a lot.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 14:53:10 GMT

I dreamt that I dyed my hair blue - just for the weekend.

How extremely impractical.

I would say every one is accurate (but what do I know?)

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 01:48:59 GMT

trait snapshot:

secretive, reclusive, messy, disorganized, introverted, unassertive, rarely worries, dislikes large parties, does not like to fit in, does not need to control others, solitary, ambivalent about chaos, tough, leisurely, does not respect authority, not aggressive, observer, abstract, impractical, dislikes leadership, daydreamer, bizarre, does not make friends easily, not a perfectionist, suspicious, rarely irritated, strong physical instincts, unsympathetic at times, risk taker, submissive, weird, sarcastic, strange

personality tests by similarminds.com

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 01:55:08 GMT

It's weird how much you don't relate to things when they aren't happening right there.

like this Orlando thing is someone's life and it's just a twenty minute discussion in history class for me.

I've probably said this before

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 22:58:40 GMT

I am just awful at eating rice.

I don't know if it's like a talent or an acquired skill or what, but whatever it is, I don't have it.