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i love you but i guess it is not enough.

i get this sense of prediction

This feeling of loss.

This isn't what you or i need

but it is all i got.



as I walk my legs get longer

looking down as cities shrink away

the further i get the more i remember that

nothing matters

its all relative

everything is small and shifting (going gone)

but i love beauty and this is where it lives

and so i stay.



yesterday was spent drinking on a boat. it was fun. maybe i'll remember it forever.

(maybe i'll forget)

maybe memories are currency somewhere and i'll buy a kitten or a tortoise and give it a home, because this memory is worth more than others. i remember cleaning my room, too, and finding pieces of a necklace and that would be worth maybe a stick of gum.

and there are some that i would not sell at all. like this morning, and two days ago, and the hour i spent in that tree when edith came to find me and sat in my lap.

because i am the only one that remembers these things besides you, now, anonymous interentity, and i am the only one that cares.

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